Cj Mackey


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FANTEZI



let’s pretend for just one night, that we’re truly in-love and just flirt excessively.


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Unknown



Or is this just my warning before the end of our time...


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Sorry



I would love to be your someone different, but I think your walls...


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Understand



It’s cute the way you still get nervous.


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Lost



We’d had obstacles before, but this time seems different.


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Talk to me



At times you're distant; you seem to back away every time I touch you.


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Patience



You don’t want to be fixed. I don’t think anything is wrong with you...


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April Fool



Today would've been 39. 31 times I open my eyes to you...


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- Emotional Tattoo



I met someone and she looked just like you..​.



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Another reason



For all the Love and things that you do; that you don't notice, that I notice you do...


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Selcouth



You're rare and unfamiliar, but unfamiliar is something I'd like to know.


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Garboil



Maybe it's to keep an eye on me, or maybe it's because you still Love me; Do you?


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- Emotions



What you did jaded me; faded my thoughts of ever wanting you next to me...


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the Us.



Until you're able to see what I'm saying with your eyes closed...


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Twenty two



I'm not perfect, but I promise I'll never lie to you about what lies ahead...


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Still...



In your dreams do you still see me; emotionally feel me...


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Kalopsia (n) ka-‘lop-sE-a



I tried to get you to see your blessing in me, the reason why you’re in Love and needed me... ​


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Blessing to me



You're not a fool for being in-love...


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Obsession



Short of an Obsession...


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Saudade(n.)



He's not perfect nor do I want him to be...


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Black Lives Matter



You gave me this life of little or no opportunity...


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SHE



Her ambition in life is her and me...


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Philophobia



Not in the way you'll need me to...


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DOR (Romanian)



It guess without you and Chris in this life...


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Breathe brēT͟H/



... then I guess less of a man I stand with or without you. Breathe.


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Hate hāt/



I hate how much in-love remains...


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Time



And sometimes it takes moments...


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Kills Me



They don't see how he makes me feel...


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Games...



What if this time, it's not the same...


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Love ləv/



I'm hard to explain with words, but yet with words people try to explain the way I make them feel...


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October



He kept denying his Love for her, but she knew better...


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First Love



You were my first Love...


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In the Past



I've loved, I've lost, I've lost whom I've Loved...


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You.



Everyday I sit and I think of you. Even when I don't want to, my mind seems to somehow find you...


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Know it's Me



I'm not saying I've ALWAYS been good to you, but at least I know it's you...


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Farewell



even though I cry, yet I smile...


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In-Love



So Love took me to this place. Full of mirrors, but I couldn't see my face...


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Last Conversation



I went through this with Grandma and Grandpa, but it didn't feel like this...


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